I swear I'm not blonde!

So yesterday was quite a day! First I have injured my knee and will be seeing a specialist next week. Hoping it is not serious! - I only tell you this bc I had a knee brace on at the gym so I already looked crippled then I decide to do a cartwheel on a line of tape they had in the room and I did great the first side and of course I have to do both sides, well the other side did not go as planned. I went into it and came down before I wanted to due to my shoulder dislocating and popping back in as well. I was rolling on the floor trying not to cry as my mom was telling me to move it then I laugh bc I realize i am ok but know I will be sore;) and later in the day I was bugging Ryan while he was making the kids some food. I was tossing a ball at him and knew as soon as his hands were empty he would get the ball and return my game;) well I threw it and it didn't return to me like the previous throws. Well I took off to miss my receiving end of this throw and went down the stairs but ended up going down on my butt. I totally fell down the stairs. I was laughing so hard and realized Ry had seen the whole thing as well as the kids and he could barely talk from laughing so hard. Now he knows why I laughed at him when he fell down the stairs. Adults falling down the stairs is much funnier than kids ROLLING down them. I wish he would have seen my face. I have yet to witness the falling down the stairs face. I want to see it;) I know that is weird but I can only imagine what we look like and I laugh every time!

So that was my day and I must say I am pretty sore today. My shoulder is sore, I feel a pulled muscle in my thigh and my ares are covered in carpet burns and my knee always hurts.

I really am not complaining I just think it's funny! My dad says I should just sit and not move so I won't hurt myself anymore. I am thinking that could be a good idea!

Please do not feel sorry for me just get a good laugh out of it, I DID! I still am;)

All Dried Up...

I am no longer nursing my LAST baby! I cannot begin to describe how sad that makes me feel! I know I did it as long as my body allowed but when you set a goal of 2 years and barely hit 9 months having to supplement at that it's been hard to swallow! I know that it is partly from working out but I even tried nursing him a little more often to up my supply... no such luck! I tried last week after not at all for a few weeks and all he did was bite and not let go. I wanted to cry... 2 reasons... because I was in PAIN and that he didn't even care to try! It was just another chew toy for him. Maybe I should have held off on the gym for a little while longer but I did everything else I could have done. I drank PLENTY of water for the two of us and I was eating healthy so I can't feel to guilty I guess! right?! I get so attached to that time just the two of us had and now that we are FOR SURE DONE I won't get that again and it's a weird feeling. Kinda like when Ryan and I went through Reagan's old baby clothes. We both teared up about it. She will be baptized this summer and I am just shocked that she is 8 already! Where has the time gone and why can't I rewind just for a day to my favorite times with each of them and also the times that I have really screwed up with them and make it right? I hope they don't remember them;) although I do laugh now about times I had growing up and getting in trouble or whatever it was with my parents... so hopefully they will too! Especially Reagan. She is my one and only girl so I can't screw up anymore because I won't have another girl to make right with! Does that make sense? Anyways, lots of feelings and thoughts going on right now! Part of growing up and being a mom I guess!:) I love being a mom and love my kids! I would lay down my life for any one of them so I hope they see how hard I am trying when I am having a "bad" day! I know they will get it when they are all grown up. I guess I better buckle down for the days and months ahead of me that they will 'hate' me or think I am the lamest mom ever!

It's ok. I chose this life before I came to earth and my Heavenly Father knew I could handle what this would bring so now if I can just remember that....

MEN ARE JUST HAPPIER PEOPLE

so funny and I Actually find a lot of it to be true!;) ENJOY!
NICKNAMES:
If Laura, Kate and Sarah go out for lunch, they will call each other Laura, Kate and Sarah.
If Mike , Dave and John go out, they will affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Godzilla and Four-eyes.
EATING OUT:
When the bill arrives, Mike , Dave and John will each throw in $20, even though it's only for $32..50. None of them will have anything smaller and none will actually admit they want change back.
When the girls get their bill, out come the pocket calculators.
MONEY:
A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs.
A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need but it's on sale.
BATHROOMS:
A man has six items in his bathroom: toothbrush and toothpaste, shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel .
The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 337. A man would not be able to identify more than 20 of these items.
ARGUMENTS:
A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.
FUTURE:
A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.
SUCCESS:
A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find such a man.
MARRIAGE:
A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, but she does.
DRESSING UP:
A woman will dress up to go shopping, water the plants, empty the trash, answer the phone, read a book, and get the mail.
A man will dress up for weddings and funerals.
NATURAL:
Men wake up as good-looking as they went to bed.
Women somehow deteriorate during the night.
OFFSPRING:
Ah, children. A woman knows all about her children. She knows about dentist appointments and romances, best friends, favorite foods, secret fears and hopes and dreams.
A man is vaguely aware of some short people living in the house.
THOUGHT FOR THE DAY
A married man should forget his mistakes. There's no use in two people remembering the same thing!